Today I am wondering if it would be good to stop hoping...Stop hoping she could change. Stop hoping my father will change. Stop hoping for a mother I will never have. If I stop hoping what will that do to me? I always have hope but this seems like a place it may not belong.
Someone shared a quote with me today-
"no one is going to save us, no one is coming, we have to do this ourselves"
Something like that...She followed it with, "your mother isn't coming."
I know that, I feel that in my heart. I started to cry and replied, "Maybe I need to stop hoping."
Now I am going to try to find peace in my day...
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